Sunday, 02 August 2009
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Desire & Destiny
Something to ponder:
"You are what your deep, driving desire is.
As your desire is, so is your will.
As your will is, so is your deed.
As your deed is, so is your destiny."
~The Upanishads - Brihadaranyaka IV.4.5~
Tuesday, 21 July 2009
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Universal Paradox
The urge of solace keeps the mind awake,
Stillness in a place so convoluted.
Release in space so overbearingly stifling,
Encroaching on the wings of solitude.
Echo's of vanquished embers,
Startling revelations of worlds untouched.
Peace in chaos,
yet quiet lost.
Seeking the fire of forgone countenance,
Embracing its dying heat.
Captivating elements of unforeseen emotion,
Settling into the dust of infinity.
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Currently
Europa
By Chris Spheeris, Paul Voudouris
see relatedLight: Chapter One - The Light Bearers
On a special request by a close friend, here goes a blog about Light and more specifically about Light Bearers (I use it in a feminine lingo for no reason what so ever, except for the ease of writing).
You know the person. She walks into a room and you can't tear your eyes away from her. Her laughter and voice are completely engulfing. She's intelligent, goofy, sarcastic and witty. People are automatically drawn to her because her aura is captivating.
She spreads the light to all who surround her because the lure of her personality takes the tiredness away. She's refreshing to converse with, to look at and to feel. She lifts your spirits with just a simple sentence or an embracing smile. Knowingly or unknowingly her light reaches to all she touches and beyond.
These are individuals who simply spread the light. They exhibit warmth and comfort that has nothing to do with being an acquaintance, friend or close one. Their presence is soothing enough to make you feel better. You feel you can divulge all your secrets and life history when all she says is, " Sit.... talk to me'. Her eyes peer into yours to tell you to be comforted because she will make it better. Her intent listening and quiet face tell you there is nothing to fear and she will provide you with the solace you need.
She has a natural touch of sensitivity that is devoid of constitutional regularities. There is no prerequisite for her care or attention. Every person and living being is important to her and deserves her attention. Not because she is super human or idealistically superior. But because her purpose in life is to ease the burden of others. Her focus is to ensure a serene calm to those surrounding her. To instill an environment that is, oh so naturally, a gratifying pull.
She is a Light Bearer.
Thursday, 07 May 2009
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Fembots
The term Fembot is slowly becoming a commonly used word.
A literal definition of a Fembot is: A robot designed to look like a woman.
On a more sociably explanation, a Fembot is a woman who
a. Loosing or rather honing her sensitivity chip
b. No longer requires marriage as a 'means to an end'; perfectly fine with a live in long term relationship..forever for many
c. Started working at a much earlier age and continues to tackle the workforce
d. Balancing work and home on a different level such as excluding emotional/sentimental decisions, environment etc.
Compared with the previous generation this new class of emerging woman usually have most of these characteristics, if not all. Point B, seems to cause much chaos because fembots require a, shall we say, ´time out´ from their relationship. Not a break, but a distanced, time frame from their SO. One where everything comes back to Zero. Their perceptive on work, their relationship and their overall definition of life/goals/objectives.One can argue that because of the intensities of life, fembots require such a solace and that they should ease up on the demands that they put both on themselves and the demands that are put upon them. Perhaps they should redefine their thinking and outlook. But such a solution is antithesis to the entire evolution of a fembot. More specifically, doing the above is not an option because it just doesn´t seem natural...to them.
It´s important to note that being a fembot does not mean someone is extraordinary or that a modern or traditional woman has anything to compare to. Women in general are fascinating and amazing. There are various distinctions, not hierarchies, that define different genres.
There are women who come in-between the defintions of modern-traditional-fembot. Some who are more one than the others. The point is that Fembots are becoming more and more common and much more easier to spot. Its becoming easier to evolve into one as well, as I´m sure, many are coming to realize.
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
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Nostalgia
The songs that spark up long lost emotions or take you back to a place unvisited for months or years. Somehow these events and visuals were implanted in the brain at a certain moment in the song and try as much as you can, you are teleported to a time long gone.
Amazing how our brain neurons just zoom back in an instant and the connection it makes to a human emotion in a nanosecond. You just lean back, close your eyes and absorb that moment of recollection. In a world so fast paced, its an unexpected pleasure of something untouchable.~Song: The Moment~
Saturday, 11 April 2009
Sunday, 22 March 2009
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Intuition
How many of us gravitate into a natural negligence of Intuition - that gut feeling or unknowing instinct that gives foresight into a situation or event. I do not believe IN is a highly regarded "phenomenon" by many, but for those that have experienced it, its quite a powerful "sensation".
In the process called Maturity or Growing Up, we are taught to live, talk, walk, eat & think in certain ways. Yes, the mechanism of each differs according to culture, religion & most importantly generation, but one element that cuts across all factors is the gradual dissemination into a materialistic, physical & defined way of life. Normal right? Ofcourse it is. Things must be matched to the each of the 5 senses; sight, hear, touch, smell, taste for it to be 'real' or true. Unfortunately, IN does not qualify for any of these, therefore it should not exist.
Like faith, spirituality & religion, IN is not a materialistic element. It does not fulfill any of the prerequisites defined by modern man to be substantial and believable, so why then, do individuals experience it?
Maybe it's because despite 'growing up', they let an element of innocence remain. Perhaps its because their correlation of IN with experiences were too exact or maybe, just maybe, they decided to open the door of an existential channel....the reasons can be endless. The point - it has happened and will continue to do so, until a person decides to shut it off. Until the person chooses to ignore it. Until the belief in it, is over ridden with what you can see, hear, touch, smell or taste. Until you decide that your existence is just.....simply...... an existence.
Saturday, 21 March 2009
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Run
Weeks of not blogging somehow seems eons.
It is Saturday night and somehow the thought of simply resting and nesting is so completely engulfing that one doesn't even want to rise out the bed. A hot cup of adarak (ginger) chai & a good book is all that is required. Then restlessness starts creeping in. Why? Because we're programmed to keep running. Sitting idle seems a luxury, but then becomes a burden. Sit idle and do what?
We are a nation of runners, of movers, of action - trying to accomplish a plethora of goals in small spans of time or setting up a million long term goals and endeavoring towards them. If we're not doing that, than we're thinking of what needs to be done. Mind and Body. Always. Running. This generation is the poster child of this lifestyle. Technology has made virtually everything simpler and more accessible, leaving minutes and hours for more things to be squeezed in. To imagine a day without a cell phone/IPOD or laptop is nerve wracking, let alone a few days of tech solitude. To even propose such actions is blasphemous to our generation. Usually a shocked reaction with wide open eyes and gaping mouth follows the insinuation.
Born and adapted to such a life style can alter a person's reactions to new ideas, recognitions, realizations & epiphanies....if the nature of these are materialistic (job, money et al) than the individuals resort to a plan B or devise one if it doesn't already exist. If its personal (going by a broad definition encompassing friendships) than it changes perceptions & values. When its a universal truth or metaphysical, than its rejection or assimilation. All three have profound influences on all generations, but somehow, ours adapt in a much more distinct way. I believe that way, is to maintain the velocity to which we are running and at the same time, incorporate/assimilate/change. We just don't stop.
Which comes back to the original point. If & when we do have minutes, hours or days when somehow we've missed scheduling something in - how do we stop from running?
Song: Runaway by IIO
Thursday, 25 December 2008
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Joy To The World
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!! May the world shine brighter and brighter than the sun and wishes, happiness & contentment fill the hearts of everyone in the world!
A song referenced by a friend who's aura is as beautiful as this song: My Wish - Rascal Flatts
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q4JFBsmyiFc&feature=related
Lyrics:
I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.
Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this is my wish
Happy Holidays To The Beautiful World
Monday, 01 December 2008
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An Exhausted Topic
Again we venture on the spokes of an eternal wheel - Terrorism. Everywhere and anyone is susceptible. The latest headlines are spilled with information regarding the Bombay attacks at the Taj, Oberoi and numerous other places in the financial capital of the largest populated country in the world.
The usual route, suspecting a neighboring country has been undertaken. Evidence and probing will determine what the root is.
Digressing from this subject, is the matter of government.
In the numerous attacks that have been placed on the Motherland (ML), this is the first one (as per my awareness and perception) where the government is actually being held rigidly accountable for its part in this entire event. Every country has a corrupt government. The evidence of it, as well as the levels of occurrence, differ. In some places, its at the highest level - therefore evident in conspiracy theories and other hypotheses; in others it's blatantly in your face.
In a country populated with politicians who switch personalities as one changes a pair of shoes, it seemed as if the norm of the country would always be that of silent acceptance (not always, but on a day to day basis...yes) Society has deemed corruption in this part of the public sector as non alterable.
Now, public officials have resigned because the citizens of the ML are demanding it for not taking action against threats of the beforementioned tragedy. I'm sure this has happened before due to sporadic circumstances, but the rage of the public in this instance, seems to be resilient. The anguish seems to have a longer shelf life than before.
A video that finally spoke the truth in a vigorous & everlasting tone:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmJccJW_t0w&eurl=http://www.orkut.com/FavoriteVideoView.aspx?uid=2625970263584315531&ad=1228057332&uit=/Home.aspx
Corruption will not end in the ML government because as pessimistic as it sounds, it wouldn't be called a government if it didn't exist. ML is not a sovereign secluded in this concept - all countries in the world have the trait embedded in their political foundation. That is a fact, however dismal of a reality it may be. Mayhap this will be another sporadic uprising against the corrupt public officials, only to fade away in the coming months. Perhaps it wont be and there will be effective changes made.
Of course I tend to go back to the essence of all my perceptions - its connection with the overall world and beyond. 'Times of Change', as signaled by vigorous undertakings of the human race - environment, elections, virtual collapse of the U.S financial structure & its swirl of the world's etc. etc. etc. - this incident and its societal/political usurping may be part and parcel of this entire 'world-changing-human-race-evolving-venture'.
Many times I sound like an eternal delusional optimist - too much faith in the human race. But, in light of our activities in the past decade, I don't think its unfounded. We've made strides in various fields, from science to humanity, albeit shot down with tragedies such as the Bombay attacks, 9/11, genocide etc., but somehow even these broken steps have not brought down the resilient structure of evolution (Not to belittle the horrible atrocities that have happened to humans, by humans). We've changed physically and mentally, ventured into societal and political definitions via different shapes and pieces. Now, it seems as if humanity is collectively moving in one direction - the betterment of MotherEarth and its inhabitants.
Each paragraph of this post can be expanded into an individual blog of its own with numerous angles and opposing arguments. This particular entry barely touches a millimeter of the iceberg.
Thursday, 11 September 2008
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September 11th 2001
Remembering those that lost their lives.
'"Today marks the seventh anniversary of the day our world was broken," Mayor Michael Bloomberg'
Monday, 01 September 2008
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Illusory
A glimpse of the moon shatters my thoughts into a million pieces.
Tonight it seems adamant to release the thousand tears held back by misunderstood fallacies.
The glossy entity bestows its light onto a dark earth,
a victorious hero to seemingly many,
yet understood by so few.
The source of its light is not even its own,
but simply borrowed from the sun,
so the latter' responsibilities can be fulfilled when it is elsewhere.
What can be gained by glancing at this disguised, seemingly virtuous hero?
What does it ask in return?
Perhaps the opportunity to shred the realities that are themselves fantasies.
Perhaps to humble those emotions that once sought vigilance.
Or perhaps,
it is to allow the onlooker to gage their perception of a life
that is so often painful and relentless,
into a kaleidoscope of changing shapes and colors.
Friday, 25 July 2008
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Currently Listening
Niyaz
By Niyaz
see related"You have 6 months to live"
What would you do if your doctor told you that?
Below is an article about a man who chose to be an inspiration to continuously breathe life into an existence - to enjoy all that surrounds us and give thanks to whomever or whatever we believe in, for the gift that is life. A man who made his choice:
http://www.cnn.com/2008/SHOWBIZ/books/07/25/obit.pausch.ap/index.html?iref=mpstoryview
In light of this-an uplifting piece by Enigma:
And lastly, 2 quotes given to me by a person I hold very close to my heart, when I was shadowed by the burdens of the human race a few years ago:
Awake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving. When you stop loving, you have moved to a lower level of being; you have ceased to function as you were meant to. It is not necessary to be loved, but if you love enough you will be. Only the lover becomes the beloved.
"Experience the essence of the moment, the now of your actions. This instant is the only time you live. If you mind and feelings are elsewhere, you are not tasting life; you are waiting for it to happen while living vicariously in a world of fantasy. You are losing much of the sweetness of being. How long since you've felt the earth under your feet, sensed the rhythm of your body, responded to the caress of a soft breeze on you cheek, enjoyed the smooth coordination of your hands when doing your tasks?"
Wednesday, 09 July 2008
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Buddha Bar
UGH
I have been in love with this song for the longest time. Full blast on headphones is the only way to experience it :D
Wednesday, 11 June 2008
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Currently Listening
Buddha Bar, Vol. 10
By Various Artists
see relatedToo much
When there are so many thoughts in your head....when a plethora of emotions suddenly snatch you from reality......when talking/typing those seemingly endless fixations are a burden.........when a flutter from an unknown source keeps echoing in your ears......when your eyes see the moon melt into the rising sun....you discover a desire so encroaching it stifles your breath. The necessity to drop into the soil and never rise again...to assimilate your entire being into all which exists.
I've dreamt of a place illuminated by all the colors of the universe, only to be blinded by one....that One which suddenly bursts from the epicenter of the entire visual brewing in my sleep. In another dimension, I can see the same scene from a different angle. I see that One color burst out again..like a cosmic replay, only to realize that its source was not an external manifestation. I can see all those colors in that One and that One in all the colors. No longer does anything have a boundary or a distinction. They are all emanating from one source.
I can feel myself rising from my dream. Its about to end as my internal eyes become dimmer and outside intrusions grasp my consciousness to bring it into an external world. As I drift away from the sight, the colors melt into a distinct pool of nothingness...but that One seems to extrapolate itself unknowingly. It is then that i realize that the epicenter...the source of that One color
is me.
What does that dream mean? Anyone's interpretation. Maybe I wasn't dreaming at all. Perhaps a glimpse of a different world chose to envelope me, allowing my soul to connect once again to a womb it so desperately misses.
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